So what does it take for you to climax?
I mean for you to get to a point where you say that you had enough.....
Just for you to reach a point where its as good or bad as it's going to get. Your so scared to move left or right because you might f up the rotation. But why not test the waters? Why not see how much that situation is important in your life....
Testing the waters isn't always easy. What if's always roll off your tongue....thinking what if I do this and it doesn't work. What if I don't do it and I miss out on something? Well I tested the waters....Yep Momma Deen! lol....So used all my courage from my tat to decide that it was enough. I thought it was going to be much harder than this I admit. I thought I would've been right back to the basics by now, and so did everybody else. All everybody kept saying was WATCH YOU CANT LAST WITHOUT IT!!! But its been a week now and im living. See this situation right in my face everyday....wondering what'll happen this time next month....will I be erased out his memory bank like they do on Men in Black? Or will i be the subject of another convo with another bitxh....actually I cant even control it.....SO why im I tripping? Yep he got my ass! lol....naw im good though..... Chilling listing to the Glory by Kanye. Thinking damn Everything Im not made me everything I am. And like I said I cant help how I feel. Everybody telling me you really dumb for giving a fuxk! But it's coool. Im not going to act like it doesn't effect me....and like im the fuxking Tin lady or something! Don't get me wrong, and still doing my thang....im not tripping that hard! So right about now my mind is preoccupied. Thinking about some nu nu shyt! Thinking about nu possibilities that my mind can reach. Nu things that's really good for me. Don't want to rush into another fuxked up scenario! So im just patiently waiting.....for my next move. Deen is alive and well is what im saying to all the mah fuxkers that thought I was a lost cause....thinking that this bitxh is going to be unfilicitated forever! But Earth to the Ignorant Niggas, im not. Soooo yep DeenSha Hen. is doing just fine!
Later Daze ♥ ♥
