BLog About it, aye? Hell yeA! (SWEETFACE)

So my im back in action.
Got a nu phone, so im feeling great!
You know how it feels when you get a nu phone, your always looking at it, and you make promise yourself that you wont treat it like your old one.
Kinda how I feel about niggas....
Anywho....
I drove like 30 min. north to this A T & T store to get my replacement phone. Ugh! My freaking gas is thru right about now. I had to wait like 2 hours. It wasnt even because there was alot of people waiting, but I had this ghetto ass bitxh with a bad wig helping me. This bitxh looked like she came fresh out of the projects! She was all talking on the phone and shyt, barely giving me enough attention. But I wasnt even tripping like that I was happy for the free mints and that I was getting a nu phone, for free. I sat in the waiting room thinking about my life again....
I feel lyke God is always giving me advice but I dont always take it into consideration. Its ashame because when I pray, I pray for wisdom and understanding. I feel like if I get that, ill know what do do with myself. I get understanding, but I dont always use the wisdom. Sometimes I understand the situation and know what's good, but I choose just to ignore it. Y? I guess because im scared to let some things go. But ill continue to ask God for wisdom and understanding. Knowing that I would know how to control a situation makes me feel safe. I know I can just pray about it and get a second opinion.
Today I took the train, and times like this I thank GOd that I have a car!
It started raining! Freezing cold rain! Omg.... could I ask for anything more? I was so upset that I choose today to ride the train, but I decided that im bitxhing way to much! I decided to flip the situation and make it positive. I just thanked God for the opportunity for the exercise, and thanked God that it rained....(a couple of weeks about you couldnt even dream about rain). O wellz I thought and walked my happy ass the path down thru the front of MPL. FINALLY! Im home! I instantly became exicted and started walking even faster to my room. Couldnt wait to take off my boots and my 7 layers of clothing, not including my leg warmers. lol...A bitxh gotta stay warm, right? Anywho...I got home a layed in my bed. Made a list of all of the things that I needed to do this weekend.

1. Clean up

2. Wash

3. Read

4. Study

5. Look for a freaking job

It's funny how this has been my things to do list every weekend for about 5 months now.
Soo I was satisfied with my list and made another.
Grocery List
1. Tufu
2. Broccoli
3. Carrots
4. Green Peppers
5. Waffles
6. Juice
Me and my Unlce Leon took a trip to Le' Wal-Mart....the place to be, lol.
Is it me or is Wal-mart a trap? You go in there with specific goals, but you come out with everything but you actually came in there for. But this time I stayed focused. Me and Leon was in and out. It was tooo cold for that shyt. Got we needed and came home.
Listening to Teedra n shyt.....thinking about real sum shyt.....or people....lol......
Thinking about shyt in a random order.
Sooo my friend made me feel good today.....my body was a little weak, but I vouched that I would have a good day. Made me smile. Made me feel warm inside. I thought this might be game, then I thought, fuxk that! I like complements! And if it's game I dont give a fuxk because he made my sun brighter, today.
Thankx C-a-r-l-i-e....
:Later Daze:
Sweetness.

So my tech is injured.
I never realized how much I cherished it until now.
Always in my hand checking for updates.
Freaking A T & T fucked me up!
They telling me I had to wait up to 5 days!!
Isn't that sum shyt? And the nigga in the damn store wasn't even interested in helping me get my shyt fixed. All he was worried about was my measurements and a knowing a little more about heaven. Wow! lol. I told him I was only visiting hell to see him. Anywho.....this nigga was sooo creapy! Damn I wish I would've took a picture.....fucking Palm! My little adventure was quite interesting I would say. Even though Marta is disgusting and smelly I actually dont mind riding it now. It's a little relaxing looking out the window and appreciating our world. Sometimes I miss Miami for the weirdest reasons....my backyard.....(Im a backyardigan) I know it sounds stupid, but I never realized how much I loved it until now. I can just imagine myself walking outside with no shoes or socks in the bright green grass smelling the warm sun. Looking at the beautiful mango tree and deciding which one would I have for a snack. Anywho....The Sweetest Girl is enjoying her mental freedom right about now. I guess my phone is a bit of a distraction. So Fuck A T & T, lol. JP.....patiently waiting for this warranty shyt to hurry up and send my baby back to me.

Later Daze....
♥♥

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