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Headline: Battle of the Blogs Canceled!

Ok, so im just going to put all of this battle of the blog shyt to an end! Goons? Really? This tell all session needs to stop! I wasn't trying to be spiteful or make you look bad, but obviously didn't have the same intentions with your retaliation. I don't understand why you feel the need to get all specific n shyt! But I guess if it makes sense to you..... You made it seem like I was lieing like what I said you did wasn't true. Im nOt a LieR! I don't plays games. And I damn sure didnt ask you for shyt! But honestly I cant even be really mad at you. I care about you to much for that. I know your only expressing yourself just like I did. And I know I started by I calling you the "enemy". That's how I felt, and I dont regret it. You hurt me....and im still a little sensitive about the whole situation. I just wished we would've really talked about this. And were both being childish by going back and forth. But I never disrespected you or told any of your business, but ill just have to build a bridge and get over it. This wasnt the original.And I didn't anticipate on being this brief, but I thought about it and we really need to realize that were entertaining the whole world with our issues. Soooo if you have any concerns or questions you should know where to find me.
:::!Later FuXkIn Daze my nIG!:::
DeenSha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE LEON!!!!!

I love u BOO!!!!

Emancipation of Deen

So what does it take for you to climax?
I mean for you to get to a point where you say that you had enough.....
Just for you to reach a point where its as good or bad as it's going to get. Your so scared to move left or right because you might f up the rotation. But why not test the waters? Why not see how much that situation is important in your life....
Testing the waters isn't always easy. What if's always roll off your tongue....thinking what if I do this and it doesn't work. What if I don't do it and I miss out on something? Well I tested the waters....Yep Momma Deen! lol....So used all my courage from my tat to decide that it was enough. I thought it was going to be much harder than this I admit. I thought I would've been right back to the basics by now, and so did everybody else. All everybody kept saying was WATCH YOU CANT LAST WITHOUT IT!!! But its been a week now and im living. See this situation right in my face everyday....wondering what'll happen this time next month....will I be erased out his memory bank like they do on Men in Black? Or will i be the subject of another convo with another bitxh....actually I cant even control it.....SO why im I tripping? Yep he got my ass! lol....naw im good though..... Chilling listing to the Glory by Kanye. Thinking damn Everything Im not made me everything I am. And like I said I cant help how I feel. Everybody telling me you really dumb for giving a fuxk! But it's coool. Im not going to act like it doesn't effect me....and like im the fuxking Tin lady or something! Don't get me wrong, and still doing my thang....im not tripping that hard! So right about now my mind is preoccupied. Thinking about some nu nu shyt! Thinking about nu possibilities that my mind can reach. Nu things that's really good for me. Don't want to rush into another fuxked up scenario! So im just patiently waiting.....for my next move. Deen is alive and well is what im saying to all the mah fuxkers that thought I was a lost cause....thinking that this bitxh is going to be unfilicitated forever! But Earth to the Ignorant Niggas, im not. Soooo yep DeenSha Hen. is doing just fine!
Later Daze ♥ ♥

Moving on isn't easy.
Trying to be strong for me and MeMe. Being strong and knowing that I really cant control people. It's really difficult hearing the truth. But I think I'm ready to hear it before it gets to far. Ready to be 100% filicitated. Whether I enjoyed it or not, it wasn't healthy for me right now. I couldn't handle it, at least not emotionally. My feeling were already torn from 3 months so I know If it continued any longer I wouldn't be able to recovered for a while.
But I'm good.
I'm happy I have good friends that support me.
I know it's one friend that is upset at me for my weird emotions.
I'm sorry Rhayne!

Later Daze
♥ Sweetest Girl ♥