Ana-Tum-ME

Realistically speaking, I cant honestly say when shyt happens im not completely surprised. I think everything thru to the 10th power. Just to make sure that if something bad does happen I cant say that I didnt expect it, or I didnt think that it was possible. Damn, I was right. But I guess I gotta calm down a little a realize that everybody got human in them, even if they seem perfect. Same goes for me. Different nigga. Same plot. Just this time im on the other end. Anywho....that was so freakin private there is no way someone could understand that. Give him a break is what MeMe say.... but what does she know? Ugh.... im not even going to get on that! Setting in mah room watching The Color Purple. Thinking to my self how it was so fuxked up how Ms.Celie told Hop'O to to beat Sophia. "You told Hop'O to beat me?!" " You keep giving your son in law advice like you do, here Ms.Celie!" lol. It kills me everytime! I practically know all the lines in the movie. It always gets me thinking. Thinking about those days when me and my sister used to be friends. How we used to talk on the phone for hours when she was away at college. How I used tell her everything. Over the years we kinda grew apart. I know she miss me though. Every once in a while she text me, and say something stupid like, " Buy me a purse and mail it to me" or " My boo say he miss you". Little stuff like that makes me smile. Even though we bump heads alot I know she will always be there for me. There is a big difference between friends and sisters. You cant get rid of them. I would fight for my sister even if she was wrong. Y? Because I know she will do the same for me! We love each other is a different type of way. Look at Ms. Celie and see how she held on to the good time her and her sister shared. Even the games they played. Watching it sometime makes me cry.... I feel like Nettie. Far from home and loving your sister and she doesn't even know. Thinking about her, and her not even knowing how your doing. I know one of these days we will reunite and be happy again. Family is a bond that is undescribable. Its funny how God chooses the people in your people. In life there are so many people that you just wonder why are they in your life, what is the purpose, and should you get rid of them. In life it's hard to choose to your battles. Sometime you want to just say fuxk everything and just say ugh! whats the use?! I wish I just had a button that flashes every time when I should hold on to something! That will be very helpful. So I wouldn't be looking like a fool when shyt happens. If any your my friend on myspace or facebook youll notice that my status is constantly saying that im meditating. Just irating on things that I cant get off my mind. Went to church this morning. (Church and talking to family are the only this that gets me back to a healthy place) So today they ordained me to be a teacher for the children. Not so sure how to handle it. It's a little weird. They prayed for me and said that my children would be blessed. Not sure how to take that either. But I guessed I accepted the blessing, and thanked God for the proclamation on my life. I want kids, but honestly im scared to have any. It's so many crazy people in the world I dont want to mess around and fall in love with the wrong person and my babies have a crazy daddy. I the thought of it drives me crazy. Somebody once told me that when I do decided to have kids, I will know who I want to have them with. God I hope I make the right decisions so my kids wouldn't be affected. I want to make sure that the are fully aware of the world and all of it faults. Be aware of sex, world hunger, all religions and cultures. Shyt...anything! I want them to be intelligent human beings and make a difference in the world. I will tell them about me and my childhood and allll the stupid mistakes I made that got me to where I am now. I want them to be influential in their society, and have their peers look up to them. I want them to own businesses and help others, and do the same for their kids. So what happens if you find somebody that is incredible and the perfect person for you? Do you believe in love at first sight? All i know is that I believe in love, whether it be at last sight, or first. I am a handful, and when you do get to know me it alot you have to love or hate. It's alot inside of me. It just takes a certain type of person to bring it out. So is he that person? Or did he find that person already and he's just denying it? Who am I to say that he didn't? I want him to be happy and be living completely free at all times in complete freedom. Freedom to love whoever he wants and being in love without regret. So as I figure out my ana-tum-me, ill wait until he finds out his. What do I have to lose? Perfect Contribution to the community. Yep I did me community service project for the week. DOing whats good for me! ME! ME! ME! Like Keisha Kole momma (Frankie) say...."AT THE END OF THE DAY".....it all about finding out the Ana-Tum-Me of Miss DeenSha Hen (The Artist also know as Polish).

Back in the days....

Where was Choppa When they had the THE BAND reunion in Philly??

His hood ass was At Shaq Birthday Party trying to get his shine on!

LMFAO! ! Eww!

^
Look at those ashy knuckles!

Anywho.... I miss THE BAND, everyone except Sara. I say they do another season!

"Sara, in the Band, you aint in the band!"

(my favorite quote, Babs cussing out Sara's husband)

Cheater, Cheater, Pumkin Eater.

OMG, I thought they broke up?

I guess they are they arent the only ones double dipping!

lol!

: )

So im guessing Lil Wayne and Nivea are back to the basics.

Eww, WTF is wrong with her rainbow ass bang! Ugh When does the madness end?

Anywho.... They boo'd up n shyt at Club Noir in ATL.

Lord bless Lil Wayne, the nigga dont know what hoe he wanna fuxk with.

-Polish

Estelle Tour Dates

Estelle is Finially coming to America!

April 8 Cleveland, OH House of Blues – Cambridge Room


April 9 Chicago, IL House of Blues


April 11 Detroit, MI Grand Central Lounge


April 12 Toronto, Canada Mod Club


April 13 Philadelphia, PA The Fillmore at TLA


April 15 Washington DC Zanzibar on the Waterfront


April 16 Charlotte, NC Amos’ Southend


April 17 Atlanta, GA Sugar Hill

50 Upper Alabama ST

SWAtlanta, GA 30303

(404) 658-0068


April 26 Brookville, NY CW Post – Long Island University


April 28 New York, NY Highline Ballroom

Getting to know: Dat Dude Success! Insider with a SweetTooth. PART 1

Dat Dude Success is a recording artist,model and an actor. Some people know him as the triple threat. He's a Brooklyn New York native and he began rapping professionally at the age of 14. Just started modeling last year and got his first break with Marie Claire magazine.

He's also been acting for about 6 years now, still attending acting classes at TVI Actors Studio. Success has family who are also artist and models so by being around them had really help him to learn about the fashion industry and Hip Hop game a little bit more.

"I want to be the diddy in the rap game. Denzel in the acting and Tyson Beckfard in the modeling. Thats where I want to be. I want to live the good life. "

Before he became a model his sister designed for people all over the world. Getting a chance to see what fashion was really like and watching her grow into the fashion made him want to be the one who wears the merchandise that was being put out there. He cousins were also a big inspiration for him being interested in modeling. He never really saw himself as a models because he always saw himself as being a rapper, didnt even think that he could do both. So he started modeling,and it shocked people all over the world. His second big break was flaunt magazine when he modeled for Versace. "The greatest day of my life" is what he said. But after doing that it pushed him to the industry more and more and he is still looking forward to being Americas next top male model. But before modeling Hip Hop had took his life, rapping alot in elementary school but he never took it serious until he got to Junior high school.

"I remember i never knew anything about the acting industry. I was a feign to become an actor some bad it came to the point somebody told me they had auditions on the phone. now you know i was the first one to call. and the funny thing is i would rush home to get to the phone to audition.I told my acting coach about it and what came up?scam lol."

His cousin has always been a rapper and around that time his surroundings would always push his into doing more. So he joined a rap group called B.S.B(Bestuy Banger), consisting of about 12-14 members. Even thought this was Success's first time in a group, they were all real supportive and he really appreciated what they did for him. They inspired to bring his rap game to another level. As far as acting, his father pushed his into that. Going to auditions and acting fairs was a favorite past time. He loves and appreciates his father for exposing to the acting world. So basically Dat Dude Success is motivated and plans to take over the Fashion AND Music industry by a storm.

Take a good look.... Because you will see him again.

Want more?

Google him....

Or just Hit him up on myspace!

http://www.myspace.com/imdatdudesuccess

-Kellz/DeenSha

The Sweetest girl, now Polished

:Sweet Tooth:

One of my Nigs, and he is on my Sweet Tooth List!
Haute Shyt, Rhayne A. Colman.

PM editor n cheif

pmqm.werethenow.com

-Kellz

..::Momentoms of Kellz and Leon::..

So my and my nig Leon always have the best time in 746. He always know how to make me feel betah when im feel like shyt n grits.
Washing clothes and just talking about what were going to wear tonight.



Hard to find a good friend, somebody that'll listen to you even when you talk to much! Thats my boo Leon! Im just waiting on him to introduce me to his new boo... ANYWHO!

3/5 of the Staff of PM is going to CAU tonight. So stay tuned for update.
-Sweetest Girl Now polished

Update

\\//Fake Smaile?//\\

So the last week and a half has really been hard for me. Right about now im just trying to maintain and keep myself together. Basically Going thru, and just trying to take it one day at a time. Nobody really knows ALL of the reasons why im not completely at ease but honestly I dont feel like explaining. I dont feel like saying whats wrong and then later on its used against me. But im strong and I know all of this will just come to an end.

I had to get away from Metro for a while. Just to clear my head, and get grounded. I needed some inspiration to get me back on my feet. I've been doing alot of research and just taking care of some business. Some people just dont understand how much a person can go through in such a short time. Some people dont even know how blessed they are, and how to take advantage of all of their opportunities. But anywho....
Im just laxing thinking about Music and a couple of other unnamed characters. I miss him, and I just hope everything is ok with him.

Im my room with talking to my niece Chyrish Endurance. She's such a good listener.

She makes sure that she say "Uh huh, auntie" after I complete my story. I cant wait til they meet each other, im sure they will be the best of friends.
Cleaning up has been my favorite past time. Cleaning everything just to past the time.
Reading, writing and just doing anything positive that will keep my mind in a good place. My "blogging" glasses has def. been useful.
Thanx Kro, Des, And my niggas Leon & Rhayne for checking up on me. Im good I will most def. be home on Monday to do you know what.... I know that it will be fun. Being around my friends and just going being out doing things I love to do. I was supposed to go to the movies last night to see Meet the Browns but maybe next weekend. Me and Leon have been talking about going out for a while....but we just havent made any official plans. Anyday now we figure something out.

p.s. Madison you are soooooooo Boooorrrrriiiiiinnnnnggggggg! lol, you should come over next weekend so we could have another all night meeting.

-Kellz (the artist also known as Miss DeenSha Hen)
THe Sweetest Girl, now polished.

..::Sumwhat Subliminal shyt::..

Weekend Minutes.
Musix went to Memphis so I missed him a lil, and Uncle Leon worked all weekend! Ugh, the madness!

Saturday night

Quin and Ken and some other random ass nigga came bagging on my door like the police, waking me up out of my sleep and shyt! Ken already know I would come to the door with a big "WHAT THE FUXK?!" lol. Didn't even have on my blogging glasses to see who those bitxhes were through my broken peep hole.... Anywho...
Sunday

Probably the highlight of my weekend.
Woke up went to church, and helped with the kiddo's. Ate at my brothers house, and came back to MP. Later I had dinner with the the Staff of PM. It was definitely a interesting night. Chas came over and we ate. Not all at the same time, but atleast we ate cake together. Went back to my room and one thing led to another and ending up watching The Wood with mah homie. Didnt go to sleep until like 6 a.m. Woke up like at 8 a.m Monday and went to take my math final, and turn in my newspaper to Ms.Henton.

Sub listing:

Didnt go to Europe or anything but I can say that I enjoyed spending my weekend with ma bitxhes. Not the one's who think the world revolves around them, or the lazy negros. U right bitxh, I cant wait to find out who my real friends are, and if it takes a car for me to find out, then so be it! (inside thought) Ugh! Really? Get over yourself!

As Rick Ross say,
Let the top back, and thank God for the day.
Who gives a FUXK what a hater gotta say, made a couple million dollars last year dealing weight....

You are just a Lame, lil Homie that's a fact!

Sweeeet!

Signed,
A bitxh who is listening to this Trilla Shyt, and telling these negros to kiss my ass!

ATL, is that you?? At least 27 people are hurt Friday night, no injuries were believed to be life-threatening

( Atlanta's Cabbage Town neighborhood -above)

(inside the omni hotel)

Outside the CNN Center in Atlanta after a severe storm blew through the area, injuring several people and damaged skyscrapers, hotels and two major sports arenas that were filled with thousands of pro and college basketball fans.

Tire Blues!

So yesterday wasn't really a good day for me. Coming home from looking at the M street apartments it was raining really hard (We actually didn't even realize that it was a Tornado warning) and we were talking and I was in the process of eating my Crispy Snack rap (ranch) with bacon, turning into Metro and my car started to skid, and I ended up running on the median and busting up my tires. I could have caused an accident, and it could have been so much worse. All my passengers were all safe (Rhayne- with a minor head injury, sorry boo my Cammy didn't mean to punch you in the head, My uncle Leon-was ok, Kro- just a little shaken up). Drove into the parking garage safely to realize that it wasnt that bad as I thought. So I called my Daddy. I knew I would have to explain to him how the hell it happened. I explained myself, and he told me what to do in order to get my Cammy back on the road. I called my Bro and he said he would be over asap to fix it. Then I called Musix and told him what happened..... I thought it was sweet that he offered to fix my flat for me, such a Gentleman. Anywho.... So my tire is now fixed, so I'm good.

-The Sweetest Girl, now Polished-

Get it Kimora!

Aww.... Kimora looks sooo happy with her Nu boo!

WTF?! Good Girl Gone bad.

Raven Samone? My eyes must be playing tricks on me!

Its not even that deep.

Damn Nova....

I thought all the hostility was over. I'm not even going to explain myself, I don't want to hear your explanation, or pour my heart out on blogspot. Im thru with that shyt. I hope that you are happy about the outcome. Hope that the whole class enjoyed your poem. Im sure it came straight from the heart. lol... anywho. I just need you to keep my name out of your mouth. You say you got what you wanted... (I wasn't that cute, etc. etc.) Why be all in my face? So why talk shit? Why talk about niggas that you know nothing about? Whats the problem?! DAMN.... You vented and I'm sure your moving on. So please stop crabbing. Thank you in advance.

Sweeeeeeeet!

Ya smell me?

lol.

Signed,

A filicitated bitxh that is trying not go off on this niggas.

To be continued......

::Sweet Tooth::

AND I LOVE IT (In mah Jezzy Voice)

Janet know she a bad bitxh!

I still got love for this nigga!

Pappose comes thru....

SO Fat Joe says.....

♥ Sweet Thoughts of DeenSha ♥

So DeenSha has opened a new chapter....

But I cant tell you about it just yet. Gotta see what next week is looking like. Last week of classes, thank God. One more week on Ms Henton and all them other bitxhes.... They fuxking killed my ass with homework this weekend. Gotta make news papers n shyt, do like 3 paintings for Color theory, a scarp book for History, and study for a test and a final for Womack.

Anywho, AI will see me for the last this quarter. Finally. I might miss it a little. But honestly I think ill get over it. This probably was my most interesting quarter at AI. Met alot of new people and started alot of new relationships. Ended some too.... O wellz, you live and you learn, Right?

Right about now im comfortable. I cant complain. Finially being treated like a princess. For how long, idk, but im going to enjoy every minute of it.

Seems Like everyone is getting sick. First me, then Kro, the Musix then Rhayne. Ugh, who next?

Anywho....

Going to chill and enjoy my last week of class and enjoy my "spring break" with mah bf. lol....I know right....weird......

Later Daze,

Polish

The "fuxkedest" time

So the staff of PMqn went to out last night. Of-course you know were cute. Dressed to impress and sexy as fuxk! Half in Black n white and they rest in purple and camel. 

Went to the club and shaked our asses for a little, it was fun.

I never went to a club like this before, but honestly I wouldnt mind going back again.

We stand out. 

That what fashion is all about. 

Being different. Trendy. Leading by example. And just basically being sexy as fuxk!

People literally stoped and stare.... whether its bad or good. People ask who are we, and what organization are we from. Chas just says that we are Professional Mannequins.

The dumb ass bouncer ask " From what store? Im going to come and bother yall at work"

lol. He looked like a black Homer Simpson and crack.... wow.... who hired him?

Anywho....

We havent went out in a while. and it was well deserved. 

Sick and tired of going to school everyday, and not getting what we (or Sallie) pay for....

So were making a change, for the better. Doing big things. 

Expanding our network and making PMqn a household name. 

Soooo if you on that Ai shyt, Fuxk ur Grandma! (courtesy of Christian)

lol.

::Later Daze::

Kellz, The Sweetest girl.

♥

P.S. Black Label, we didnt forget u.....

SO if you dont hear from me....You'll know why!